Futuristic Suicide

[Verse 1]
Frustration and hate do back-flips in my brain
While pain courses through my heart and moves quickly through my veins
Blood thick as paint
Im spitting out pictures on the pavement
A bitch who now finds no place in
My mental so much time wasted
Impatient to start my killing spree
Pulsations around my whole body
Honestly I wanna put down the knife coz I don't think that I'm ready....
Look in the mirror cut my lips
Swift movement
Cut my wrists
I feel u lead me to do this
Pain pressing down my eyelids
Just when I thought I'm finished
Wake up sweating in my bed........ ugh......sigh of relief slash agony
Im cautious of the monsters that dwell deep in my sub-conscience
My active one had me exiled
Now I'm alone
Feeling Nauseous
And I'm looking at myself through myself
Every verse is a scream for help
Look longingly at the kitchen and grab the knife hilt
And I died in a pool of blood I spilled.........

[Outro]
Thanks Bitch