Future Wife

I’m looking at a place that I thought I’d never be
I been all alone but now an angel here to save me
I thought I wanted to be dead my wrists were coated with thick red
I wake up everyday with you right next to my bed
I was popping loads of pills trying to take my life away
But then you came along and took my pain a thousand years away
Your like my drug my number 1 and nothing can replace this
I’m sorry that I did you wrong and I can never go back
Feels 10 times worse than all the hurt and when I had that fucking relapse

I want this girl forever and I’m never, gonna go back
Just hug me tight don’t let me die and I will watch your back
I hate it when you leave and I love it when you come back
I just want this forever and if I loose you I’ll be racking up the lines
And I think I’ll fucking die because I’ll loose my world, my only girl and my future wife
Got cancer in the lungs like a pack of fucking cigs
And I beg you never leave or I’ll drink my pain away
Just never leave my side and I’ll roll with you until I die
I should’ve been gone so long ago why am I still alive
Baby take me for a ride and keep on going till the sky bright
I know that you are mine but that other boy just don’t feel right

I know one thing is true, your my love my world it’s you
Hating myself is a daily thing to do
And how did I get so lucky
I didn’t deserve a girl like you
And I’m sorry you been hurt before but I promise I got you
Baby

You changed my life for the better
And I appreciate everything you do

I’m sorry that I did you wrong and I can never go back
Feels 10 times worse than all the hurt and when I had that fucking relapse
I want this girl forever and I’m never, gonna go back
Just hug me tight don’t let me die and I will watch your back
I hate it when you leave and I love it when you come back
I just want this forever and if I loose you I’ll be racking up the lines
And I think I’ll fucking die because I’ll loose my world, and I love my only girl and she is my future wife
Please don’t leave me i will die