“fultile*” was released thorrill’s birthday, that being march 20th.
[archived notes: this song was recorded on the same night as a deleted song by thorrill titled “companionsin”. futile is another one of thorrill’s songs that went through many different covers. there is two versions to the current...
[chorus]
get rid of it all!
miss you
but i never feel safe
was it not worth the wait?
bored of everything
bliss was never present for us..
know what?
no one can understand
why i feel worthless again!
[verse]
fuck love
im a bitter fuck!
keep a blade tucked
feel like giving up!
there was never trust
never loved you
give it all up
i don't care (i don't give a fuck!)
i won't spare what is not love
in my heart there is not enough!
oh, in my head dwells evil thoughts..
[bridge]
all these evil hoes
i said i don't wanna fuck
disappointed once again, will it ever stop?
shit gets old when you're in love..
(oh, my heart drops!)
[chorus]
get rid of it all!
miss you
but i never feel safe
was it not worth the wait?
bored of everything
bliss was never present for us..
know what?
no one can understand
why i feel worthless again!