Funeral

It's like this feeling never fades
Sometimes it feels like it’ll never go away
If a genie granted me a wish, I'd ask for a new brain
Can't fight these demons anymore, I’ll go insane

I don't know what it is that made me feel this way
Maybe it's watching true love blow up in my fucking face, at a young age
Watched my mom cry and my dad just walk away
Can't say I blame him though, I'd do the same damn thing

No I don't feel fine, but I don't wanna die yet
Then again I fantasize about my funeral sometimes
No I don't feel fine, but I don’t wanna die yet
Then again I fantasize about my funeral sometimes