In this song you can see M.U.N. ZAY having a conversation with himself about whether or not to leave he’s thinking of what’s best for him, not anyone else… kinda selfish if you ask me.
Intro
Aye whatever man she fine to me bruh
Nigga she ain't on yo level... ok and
Hook
The old me wouldn't give a fuck he'd just live it up
Now I'm spending every day like damn who gives a fuck
I've been taking all these op's dying slowly
Someone save me I don't really give a fuck
Live it up you only die once better make it fun
Verse
Od on the pills yeah I tried to
That was way back before I evеr found you
I remember I usеd to be nervous around you
Turns out you felt the same way that I do
I had dreams of saying that "I do"
But you ain't feel the same
Guess the feelings fade
Everybody acting different ain't expect you to change
Can't count on no one
Imma have my fun
All alone in the closet pop another one
Do it all again
If I die tonight please forgive my sins
I keep saying it but he won't do it
Gotta prove it
Iv'e broke to many hearts thats why mines never moving
Damn
Hook
The old me wouldn't give a fuck he'd just live it up
Now I'm spending every day like damn who gives a fuck
I've been taking all these op's dying slowly
Someone save me I don't really give a fuck
Live it up you only die once better make it fun
Verse
I'm so sick of sad shit but that's all that I feel
I don't really know what real
Gotta swallow these pills forget the way that I feel
I forgot how to feel
Baby are you even real
I could go insane
I could lose my brain
I'm the shit and I know it I ain't potty trained
Disregard that last line just to past time
It ain't real damn just like me
I'm a figment of your imagination ain't it baby
Drive the world crazy that's why God made me
Secretly I know he hates me
What can I do about it
Damn no more pouting
I done cried a lot
I done died a lot
In these past years
I'm so sick of tears
Drink some Everclear
They keep adding feel like every year
But I'm hopeless I don't need love
I just need rest
Maybe in a coffin
Yeah that sounds right
I might die tonight
I'm just scared, woah
I wouldn't dare, no
Damn, I got issues
I don't need a tissue
I just need percs
Back to the drugs cus they show me love
It might be toxic
They make me nauseous
But I'm cautious to only take four
Then I'm out the door
Yeah, drugs galore
Yeah, lean galore
Yeah, fade away
Don't wanna be here no more
Yeah