Full Circle

Infinite dreams await me there
At the end of the nightmare

I'll have no regrets when I get there
I'll be too alive to care

Time will finally be on my side
Rid myself of everything; I'll need no pride

The lines that divide me from the void
Blur more each day until I am destroyed

Theres no denying that the time has come
The confidence is terrifying so let it be done

The battle can't be won; there no use pretending
There's no longer a reason to continue defending

How do you kill whats already dead
Deny the fact it ever existed

What do you do with a life thats not lived
Lay it rest and forget what good it did

Self-begat labrats fighting over the purpose
How else do you transform the invaluable to worthless

Prehistory's greatest tregedy; we were to fail from the start
To build a life of excessiveness and tear the mind apart

Untrained specialists united for no cause
Dictate suggested lifestyles and await their applause

Gathering and praising their own imagination
Creating awards for themselves in humility's deviation

What has started as a sport quickly became warfare
Escalating to the decision of submission or prayer

Imprisoned by our freedom; blind to life's demise
This travesty shall be looked upon no more by these eyes

Too much energy wasted; too little time left
A second lifetime to mourn all thats been bereft

Our lives are a near-endless march to the gallows
I eagerly await the casting of my last shadow

A single answer has yet to be found
Oh how I yearn to have my feet off the ground

Its not getting any better, theres no reason to stall
Soon swaying like a dead leaf that refuses to fall

We accept defeat before we compete
Bury me with the hope I'll come back as the grief

Its said and done; there no use pretending
Its time to put an end to this heart's rending

Its coming down

Its beginning

Its taking course

Its making full circle