Fulfillment

Struggling to find my inspiration
I Can't clear my thoughts long enough to think
I thought i moved past this
I thought i was done writing about being alone

I am constantly falling back into this hole
And losing my grip on the people i love the most
(Losing my grip.)
The only question
How many more songs will it take
For you to hear
(What will it take?)

All those phone calls and sleepless nights
The long drives and watching the clock as they spent hours
Telling me that things would be fine
Don't tell me a story about a boy who got better

Tell me a story about the one who never suffered
What about the one that got away?

I found some hope in myself
The first fulfillment I've had in years
I'll never let this go
I'll never let it fail
As long as you hold me close

I can't explain this feeling
What it means to finally mean something
I believe in this
I'm never giving up

Just hold me close