Fuckup

I only hate myself, when I fuck things up
And I fuck things up, all the time
I only hate myself, when I fuck things up
And I fuck things up, all the time

No you try to stay busy all day long
Try to keep yourself from crying all alone
Don't wanna be the fat kid on the train
I used to be the fat kid on the train
Don't wanna be the fat kid on the train
Messing up

I only fuck things up, when I hate myself
And I hate myself, all the time

No you try to stay busy all day long
Try to keep yourself from crying way too much
Don't wanna be the fat kid on the train
I used to be the fat kid on the train
I wanna be the fat kind on the train
Messing it up

And everyone starts living
And I won't stop dreaming
Everyone starts living
And I'm the one that's left behind
I'm the one that's left behind

I only hate myself, when I fuck things up
And I fuck things up, all the time
I only hate myself, when I fuck things up
And I fuck things up, all the time