Fucking Depressed

[Verse 1]
Drinkin' with Max down at the bar
He told me "don't worry"
He said "you're still young, you got time on your side"
Well, I said "I'm self destructive, I'll probably die early"
He said "girl, slow it down, ease your mind"

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh well, it feels too good to let it go
Oh well, it feels so good but I don't know

[Chorus]
Should I go back to Florida?
My salty paradise
'Cause here sure feels like hell
But I'll pretend I'm alright

[Verse 2]
I'm barely surviving
By getting the city high
From the top of central park
Down to the low sides
Where a man put a knife at my chest
He stole all I had
And I thought it was bad
When I got hit by that taxi cab

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh well, it feels too good to let it go
All this pain, it feels so good but I should go

[Chorus]
Make my way out to Denver
It's so peaceful out West
Oh yeah, the East is trying to kill me
Oh, I'm fucking depressed

[Instrumental]

[Verse 3]
I've been lost and confused
Now for a while
I try to lace up my boots and walk straight
But I'm just a child
They say "you got talent, don't let it go to waste"
Well it's funny 'cause I've been wasted 'bout every damn day

[Pre-Chorus]
Because it feels too good to let it go
The only thing that feels good, I can't say no

[Chorus]
Wanna go to the desert
And drink ayahuasca
Oh then maybe, this veil will be lifted
I can fix myself up
Off to Sierra mountains
Literally calling my name

[Outro]
And to all of those people who know me
And think I'm fucking insane
Just know it feels so good to let you go
Oh yeah, it feels so good to let it go