Fuckin′ New Year

[Verse 1]
Still don't understand why you wanted to help me
The long nights I spent praying for someone to hold me up still
I'm so afraid I might ever lose control
Ever let myself go somewhere far from home

[Interlude]
Ta-da-da-da-da-da
Ta-da-da-da-da-da

[Chorus]
Got weak and old
Another goddamn year
I got no new attitude
For this fucking new year
Got smaller and bruised
Another scar on the wrist
Can't be on good behavior
In this fucking new love

[Verse 2]
Some say God gives you another chance
I try so hard to live, but my heart says
"Let it go away, let it go to hеaven"
I don't know if I still have a chance to bе forgiven or forgive
You say I'll be surely okay
But I now realize that even doctors lie
Tryna save me
Tryna save a fool like me

[Chorus]
Got weak and old
Another goddamn year
I got no new attitude
For this fucking new year
Got smaller and bruised
Another scar on the wrist
Can't be on good behavior
In this fucking new love

[Outro]
Please, don't save me
Don't even try to save me
Please, don't save me
You don't even try to save me