​​fucked up all the time

[Verse 1]
I'm so sick of feeling so fucked up all the time
Feel like I’m living someone else's life
I'm in the car on my way home
So I cry when no one knows
Ever since I was little I dreamt of a good life
I’d find a good wife, settle by the seaside
I'm losing hope
But no one knows

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel like every day I'm losing friends that were meant to be
Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me
Why is it so fucking hard to grow up?

[Chorus]
And it's always easy, from a distance
Like to think that I can make it
But the closer I get, closer I get hurt
It's always easy, when you fake it
Convince yourself that you can make it
But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn
Never learn

[Verse 2]
Maybe you're the reason I'm fucked up all the time
And I don’t need to fight
Or spend all my time with you
Why do I look for your approval to think that I’m right, when I know that you're wrong?
And you don’t need to stay for a while
And I know you won't hold me tight
Damn, I wish you would hold me tight

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel like every day I'm losing friends that were meant to be
Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me
Why is it so fucking hard to grow up
And do what's expected of me?

[Chorus]
And it’s always easy, from a distance
Like to think that I can make it
But the closer I get, closer I get hurt
And it's always easy, when you fake it
Convince yourself that you can make it
But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn

[Bridge]
But would you stay?
But would you stay?
Though would you stay?
Though would you stay?
And I know that it's hard for you, when it looks like I'm falling apart
But would you stay?
Though would you stay?

[Chorus]
And it's always easy, from a distance (Would you stay?)
Like to think that I can make it (Would you stay?)
But the closer I get, closer I get hurt (Would you stay? Would you stay?)
And it's always easy, when you fake it (And I know that it's hard for you, when it looks like I'm falling apart)
Convince yourself that you can make it
But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn (Would you stay? Would you stay?)

[Outro]
And it's always easy, from a distance
Like to think that I can make it
But the closer I get, closer I get hurt
And it's always easy, when you fake it
Convince yourself that you can make it
But through all the growing pains, I'll never learn
Never learn