Fucked It Up

[Chorus]
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up

[Verse: Lava La Rue]
Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful
Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full
I'm too full
And this cavity queen she be mad at me
My tooth pulled
And I can see you got a question...
Thoughts burning in your heart like indigestion
My preference, It's treacherous? Nah
Deep down I just wanna be loved
No point, little bun tryna total the sum
Hadda stop cryin' cause my vocals be done
Alone on my ones
Why not end it before it's even begun
Have we even begun?
You cut my ribs on a rainy day
Mount Goliath I was hiding tryna play it safe
Baby angel know your demons one day fade away
Fade away and I still got you till I kick the hay
I know you prolly think I'm scheming
Ankles scratch deep in the dirt while I'm screaming
Our innocence was stolen so I told myself I'm dreaming
Autopilot preservation never done redeem me
Cause the truth is I ain't been truthful
Toxic love force fed in a spoon-full
My tooth pulled
And then my wisdom teeth grew back:
Angry Taurus red bull with a blue back
See, I'm no longer the subject on your canvass -
If the flowers died
I want a lover not an actress
Well whether this was real or just practice
You left your print like memory mattress

[Chorus]
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up

[Bridge]
I can’t help it baby
If you could see how much I’m hurting
I can’t help it baby
If you could see how much I’m hurting
Hurting (yeah yeah yeah)
Well I’m hurting (yeah yeah yeah)
Hurting (yeah yeah yeah)
Well I’m hurting (yeah yeah yeah)

[Chorus - fade out]
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up
Didn’t really know how I fucked it
But I really fucked it up