Fuck Up

I gotta clean up, shouldn't even be up
Who turned the heat up to hot as hell?
Well, I couldn't pass up, spent my very last buck
On a bag of bad luck, can't you tell?
Hey, Ho
I know, I know, I know what I've done
I was on a roll
"You were on a roll, son"
I froze, I froze, buckled in the sun
I was on a roll
Yeah, I was on a roll
I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man...
But I am what I am and that's all that I am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again, I will till I can't
So don't get your hopes up, I'm just a f*ck up
I hear her screamin' "Who you wanna be, son?"
Like a voice of reason in my head
Don't wanna be a rerun "Go and talk to Jesus
If he can't heal ya, no one can"
Hey, Ho
I know, I know, I know what I've done
I was on a roll
"You were on a roll, son"
I froze, I froze, buckled in the sun
I was on a roll
Yeah, I was on a roll
I know they're waiting for me to change into a brand new man...
But I am what I am and that's all that I am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again, I will till I can't...
So don't get your hopes up
I'm just a..
I ran out far beneath the flood to see what I had done
Won't you just give me that gun
Yeah, I will get it done
It's only my life that I'm wastin'
Mama, won't you leave me be?
I don't need to hear it, no
Because I am what I am
And that's all that I am
I shoulda told ya not to get your hopes up
Again and again
I will till I can't
So don't get your hopes up
I'm just a f*ck up