Fuck Runnin

I woke up this morning with a burning in my heart. I fell asleep in a truce and woke up in a war. Oh god I feel so sick. Is my world caving in? Are the walls crumbling? I wanna believe it gets better. I wanna believe I’m not the only one. Got hope in every bone. It’s how I keep my breath. I try to keep this feeling, keep it till I’m fucking dead (For now I’m still alive). And I try. Can you hear it in my voice? It’s all I want. Every now and then, my feet on solid ground. Or way out past the waves. Sun shining on my face. I wanna believe it gets better and I’ll try