Fuck Love

INTRO

I fell down in a hole
Life's become that hole
Then I lost my soul

Verse

Looks in the mirror are hard
Nobody but me seeing my scars
Struggling with anxiety
Depression also dominating

Days are passing so fast
I wonder how long I will last
In my mind constant conflict
Good side, bad side
What do I pick?

I never feel good enough
Always lookin down
Looking pretty tough

You ask me how?
I don't know how
I scream so fucking loud
Don't make a single sound
No one can hear me now

I learned from life
Found it sucks
So i'll change it up using
All these drugs

These drugs are never enough
These drugs never gave me love

Fuck Love

Verse 2

I wake up feel so insecure
No glasses all I see are blurs
Will today be worth my while?
Will I finally wake up with a smile?

Haven't seen colors since we broke up...

Life is black and white
But I swear I try
To hold on to life...

Verse 3

Medicating myself to numb the pain
Others watch claim i'm insane
I'm not insane, I am sane
Just need you for it to go away

Images of you in my brain
I'll never be the same
Nice guy who always wanted to help
Now a fuck up who lost himself

Questions I ask everyday
What gives me hope?
Keeps me from decay?

Proving myself to others in every way
I hate my ways
I hate my ways...

Stopped relying on others
Only trust my dad any my mother
Sometimes my brother

Family has saved my life
What came to mind when I held the knife
Ever since I never went back
Might not love life but don't want death

All this suffering will one day I swear
Can't get over how life is so unfair
Happiness now a days is everywhere
Why can't some people just share?

These drugs are never enough
These drugs never gave me love

Fuck Love!!!!