Fuck Life

[Intro: J@c0b & YaBoiWolf]
Oh, oh, oh
(Yeah)
Life really hasn't been easy
I've been all alone, I thought she would be pretty dreamy
Now your name no longer a part of my phone, but part of my soul
You're all I've been dreaming, don't wanna be dreaming
I'm all on my own, the reaper has shown
What the Devil can throw, beat you down to the bone
I've reaped what I've sown

[Verse 1: YaBoiWolf]
But I'm still feeling pain, been trying to get through it
This is all that remains 'cause I've only been human
It was never the same, I still tried to pursue it
I tried to maintain, but instead, I just blew it
And I'm asking myself would I do it again, just to go lose it?
My brain don't believe, don't think I could prove it
Now I just grieve, but my mental, I wanna improve it
I've been living inside of a nightmare
I lost everything when it was right there
I know the world never fights fair
Livin' in despair, there's things I'll never repair
But if we being honest who really cares?
I'm told to move on, like no shit i'm aware
There's always so much just to bear cause
Bro that shits easier said than done
I thought that you were the one
Got all of your words replaying out loud
That shit really broke me a ton
It'll never stop if I keep feeling like a burden
I'll hide away the entire day
That's something I've known for certain, like
I thought that by now it would be getting better
Memories drown man it's hard to forget her
All that we had; I was thinkin' forever
It wasn't near perfect but leave? I could never
Now I'm over here poppin' pills, but it's not for the thrill
Just to numb the pain, hat shit it could kill
But maybe I want it to kill 'cause

[Chorus: YaBoiWolf, YaBoiWolf & J@c0b J@c0b]
Fuck life! (life), been holdin back tears
I'm throwin back beers
I'm tryna feel alright! (Alright)
Just wanna disappear, anywhere but here
'Cause

[Verse 2: J@c0b]
I don't wanna be alone, but stop callin' my phone
You time takin' whore, I don't want you no more
Been slicing my wrists, for me, only pain exists
I have so many lists, and they all consist
Of my name, 'cause God inists
That I die for her, like, what for?
'Cause it's fucking not me and her
I just thought that we were
Forever, but I guess not, it was all just in my thoughts
Should I be happy for what she got?
But now all in my head is a lot
For me to handle, so now I'll take a shot
Right to the head, I'll end up dead
Right on my deathbed, only thing on the floor is red
It's my blood, like a flood
Tryna make it out the mud, now my time has come
Say goodbye, man, fuck this life