Fuck Life

You know, sometimes...
Shit just don't feel like it's worth it
All this bullshit in my head...
Don't know how to deal with any of it
So I hold this knife to my wrist
And I just say, "Fuck life."

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black...

With a single slice on the wrist, your life
Can disappear in one night
Why's it feel so right?
With a cold steel barrel pressed against my head
With a simple squeeze it's all over and I'm dead
Why bother with life? I'm sick of being sad
Honestly I can't remember the last time I had
A good day
Try to stray from the light of the day
It hurts my eyes, I cry whenever I lay
Down to sleep
Always cutting all these marks in my arm
It feels so good to do myself harm
Every single day I'm waking up with nothing
My life is moving too fast and the blade is
A pause button
If I could smile, it would be so great
But that's impossible at this point
It's all too late
Only sometime before, could've cried on someone's shoulder
But it's all done now, fuck life
This shit is over

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

Blood drips from my wrist as I try it again
But I never die, all I leave with is scarred skin
Dim lights, nobody's been home for some time
Only visions of sacreligion awake in my mind
Let me find some kind of peace
Let all of the pain cease
End my day, take me away, hide me, at least
Can't take it anymore, pound my fist to the floor
Life's a game and I got the low score
People hate me, they point and laugh
And they wonder why I mumble in the corner like a psychopath
And I go home, at the wall, I stare
Mom and dad are way too busy with work to try to care
The one friend I did have, he found a girl
No one ever talks to me, I'm alone in the world
But somehow, I've got a feeling once I finally go through with it
People at my funeral'll say, 'I don't know why he did it.'

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

God, what is it? My music? My clothes? My style? My face?
What is it that makes all these people hate?
I don't get it. I ain't never done a thing to them
When did everyone decide that we just couldn't be friends?
I grew up with all of them - that ain't no lie
More than half of the class I've known since I was five
If I somehow unwittingly committed a crime that has me
Labeled as deplorable inside of your mind
If I could turn back time, I'd examine it close
And try to see what I did to make me so gross
I'm lost like a blind man caught in a labyrinth
An empty shell, due with spiritual absence
My class has been dragging, my weekends are lonely
There ain't a soul I've been calling my homey
But I guess it doensn't matter when it's done and said, because
I'm sure they'll say they knew me once they hear I'm dead

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black

Fuck life!
Why even bother to try going on?
I've been holding this pain in for so long
I hate the world and it hates me back
May as well just fade to black