You've been gone for a while, Nick
You've lost who you are, Nick
You lost all your control
And you lost your own heart
You blame it on other people
But it hurt me the most
I'm talking to myself again, hoping to find hope
Fuck it
I might drown myself in my own memories
So, fuck it
I might kill myself for my own self-relief
So, fuck it
I might lose a world of wealth that time can see
Fuck it
I might give up now so I don't reach my dreams
Fuck it
I'm destined to be great, but I don't wanna be
Fuck it
I want to live a life that I don't think I'll see
Fuck it
All these doubts, they really fucking get to me
Fuck it
I got to do this now, and do this just for me
Fuck it
I'm working towards the future, y'all never believed
Fuck it
I have to stay afloat to not drown in the sea
Fuck it
You all are hating on me, but just wait and see
Fuck it
You bitches don't even know what you want to be
Fuck it
Don't say I'm like my dad, he's not the same as me
Fuck it
Don't say this shit was easy, life ain't come for free
Fuck it
I know that life costs a lot and this shit has a fee
But, fuck it
I'll do this right and always do this just for me