From The Start!

[Chorus: Clover!]
I close the door to my heart, and then I let you in (Let you in)
And then I had to restart, yeah, I did it again (Did it again)
Filled with poison, you were supposed to be my medicine (My medicine)
You're so annoying, you pick me up and throw me down again (Yeah)
The freedom of my heart was letting you go (Letting you go)
I gave you everything, I gave you my soul (Gave you my soul)
You crushed it up, and then you dug me a hole for my grave (For my grave)
But when I lost it all, you said you would save me (Save me)

[Post-Chorus: Clover!]
Don't know what made you hate me (Hate me)
I lay in my bed, breaking (Breaking)
You said you would fix me up, you broke me apart (Broke me apart)
Girl, I should've known that you were fake from the start, yeah

[Verse: Nosgov]
This is a Nosgov Exclusive
Girl, girl, I've been feinding again
I'm stuck in my [head?], I wish [I was not?] hurting
I've been fixing my heart, I'm back to the mess
When I [hide from you?], you'll never [find?] (I hope I never wake up)
[?]
I don't feel like trying to act it out to even know it
I can't even move, oh, also, I cannot breathe
I'm calling you to ask [on why this place is left unanswered?]

[Pre-Chorus: Clover!]
My memories all turned to a blur (Turned to a blur)
Bu-but when I see you, I feel my chest hurting (Hurting)
Can't even count all of the lies that I've heard (That I've heard)
Wh-wh-why'd you change on me? Baby, I miss who you were (Who you were)

[Chorus: Clover!]
I close the door to my heart, and then I let you in (Let you in)
And then I had to restart, yeah, I did it again (Did it again)
Filled with poison, you were supposed to be my medicine (My medicine)
You're so annoying, you pick me up and throw me down again
The freedom of my heart was letting you go (Letting you go)
I gave you everything, I gave you my soul (Gave you my soul)
You-you-you crushed it up, and then you dug me a hole for my grave (For my grave)
But when I lost it all, you said you would save me (Save me)