from the heart

[Intro]
Everything's— everything's— everything's— fragile
Hollow matrix

[Chorus]
Mistakes you did, you think it's over, but it's far from that
I try to myself together but I'm far from past
I hold it close to my heart, feel like a heart attack
She tell me I'm the best, she lying, yeah, I'm far from that
This shit is grim, I'm thinking 'bout what if I fucked it up?
I'ma have to suck it up, and dig it from the rough
I try my best to fix these problems, but you know they broken
I want you to hold me so tight, kinda like I'm chokin'
The Percs and all the pills I take, they got me kinda floatin'
Hopefully I reach the stars, I see that shit from here
I try to grab it, they so close, it seems like that they near
I'm missing you so much, I'm hoping that you come right here

[Chorus]
Mistakes you did, you think it's over, but it's far from that
I try to myself together but I'm far from past
I hold it close to my heart, feel like a heart attack
She tell me I'm the best, she lying, yeah, I'm far from that
This shit is grim, I'm thinking 'bout what if I fucked it up?
I'ma have to suck it up, and dig it from the rough
I try my best to fix these problems, but you know they broken
I want you to hold me so tight, kinda like I'm chokin'
The Percs and all the pills I take, they got me kinda floatin'
Hopefully I reach the stars, I see that shit from here
I try to grab it, they so close, it seems like that they near
I'm missing you so much, I'm hoping that you come right here

[Outro]
If you were to talk to your past, what would you say?