From A Place

I'm from a place where people don't reach success don't even wanna wake up out of there beds in the morning I'm from a place where's there a gun shot everyday if it's not that it's a stabbing from a knife ending a life sick of these tragic times I'm from a place where if people have got pain it's self harm, drugs or alcohol is there only way it's a sad reality but it's the times that we live in I'm from a place that bеfore you even see thе crown there's always 1 hating mother fucker that's tryna to bring you down man I'm tryna make it out sick of all the bloodshed sick of all the hate fuck 21 fuck 27 when I die I dunno if I'm making it to heaven sometimes I feel like I can't escape my depression I feel like doing other shit to get through my pain cause that's how desperate how I am tryna make change trying to make my mind rich and everything else that's comes with it so I ain't got time to be feeling like trash I'm trying to do all I can so I can bounce back that's fact I'm not saying any years gunna be me I ain't got shit all to prove shit all to lose just out here being myself rapping about my feelings venting my mental health rapping about real shit nothing less ain't got no one to impress rather just get weight off my chest as long as I help or inspire someone everything bless I'm from a place where being real is fake I'm from a place where being fake is real fuck 24/7 I'm doing 25/8 just to live and see a brighter day fuck all the arguing fuck all the tears I've already doubled down and faced all my fears where's all the love gone where's all the support whenever someone's doing something positive it just gets ignored where's the positivity where's the uplifting these days people have talent but don't know there gifted I'm from a place where everything is foggy I'm from a place where everything is dark I'm from a place where there is no hope just negativity and fatal slopes I'm from a place where you're not guaranteed a next day I'm from a place where so called friends like to twist but as mum always told me the real ones stick the fakes ones twist shame to say it but that's just how it is I'm from a place where everyone wants to be the same no one wants to branch out and be unique I'm from a place where people will knock you off ya grind and do anything to see you rewind I'm from a place where the sun don't set unless you're mind is at rest

(Freestyle)
I’m from a place where no one wants to express I’m from a place where everything seems so dark I’m from a place where everything seems so hard I’m from a place where I don’t know how to express I’m from a place where I don’t know how to get it off my chest I’m from a place where I wanna commit suicide because I feel like I can’t deal with day to day life I’m not gunna lie it gets pretty insane that’s why I wanna out a bullet in my brain I don’t know why I have to feel like this for every single day I’m trying to meck sure everything’s blessed I’m not gunna lie I wanna get rid of my stress if I can’t find myself then I dunno what’s next I dunno how I’m gunna be I just wanna be the real me I just wanna be the real kesh I wish I could break out of this force and just unleash