​friends

[Chorus]
Yeah, uh, I feel like I'm losing all my friends
Everybody dies in the end
Always do the things I don't intend
Wonder if I'm ever gonna change my ways
Or will I stay the same?
I'm gonna rot in bed all day because I feel insane
My memory keeps failing, I forgot my name
It might just be my medication, it helps me concentrate

[Verse]
But I forget my friends when they're not around
Bitch, I run this shit and they want the crown
I fucking hate my voice, so I don't make a sound
And I hate my music, I feel like a clown (Yeah, yeah)
I can barely mix for shit so I usе my preset
Bitch, I need a resеt, need a break, a recess
I love all my friends, but they care for me less than they care for themselves
And I shouldn't be angry, but I just can't help it
It hurt my heart and I felt it
These are the cards I was dealt with
I love art, but you sell it
And I'm sorry if I ever pissed you off
If I ever did you wrong
If I ever hurt your feelings
If I ignored your song
Running from myself tryna get to you
I don't want you in my head, but I'm letting you
I don't feel like I'm there when I'm next to you
(Pure dissociation when I'm—)

[Chorus]
Yeah, uh, I feel like I'm losing all my friends
Everybody dies in the end
Always do the things I don't intend
Wonder if I'm ever gonna change my ways
Or will I stay the same?
I'm gonna rot in bed all day because I feel insane
My memory keeps failing, I forgot my name
It might just be my medication, it helps me concentrate