Friends?

Laying up late and it’s midnight
Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights
When I’m home alone
Nowhere else to go
Calling up my friends wish I could just go let 'em know
Depression finally hitting i can’t do it on my own
Drowning in my sorrows but there’s nothing here to show

All people really fake
Lying to my face
Telling me they there but never meaning what they say

Call me up now ask some questions
Help me out I need lessons
All these games why I’m stressing
Too much work life’s depressing

Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics
Say you okay but I’m not okay
Asking do you need some help really acting like they mean it
Say you okay but I’m not okay

I don’t need friends need friends no
All they do is come then go
Don’t come and give me hope
Just leave me here alone

I don’t need friends need friends no
All they do is come then go
Don’t come and give me hope
Just leave me here alone

Hard times
Wish I could go make time
Never had enough went back I hadda save mine

Wishing you would pick up
Wishing you would call back
Talk me through my problems
Say you caring hope you mean that

Maybe I’m too sad, maybe I’m not
Maybe y’all just flexing like y’all not
Maybe I’m just honest, should I stop?
Start telling lies like I’m not

Sad and lonely no cure
All these sins a monster
Fix me up still not pure
On the inside not my contour

I don’t need friends need friends no
All they do is come then go
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

I don’t need friends need friends no
All they do is come then go
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone