(Verse 1)
Vibing, thinking about life, and this crazy ride with me and my tribe, can't describe how I'm feeling, am I happy am I sad? Am I mad, I don't know, all I know is that I got this murderous flow, and when I go, just know that I'm not gonna ever stop, planning on doing this till my body drop, and until I'm atop, of the game, not for the fame, but you claim, I don't do this for rap, I do it for money and you think that's a fact, but I'm not leaving until I make an impact, so sit back and act like you like me, but deep down inside you despise me, trying to disguise my feelings, and just can't seem to go through all the things I'm dealing with
You would never understand, man I'm just a man, but it feels like people take me for more so I just began to just sit locked away, this song is coming out from a kid in the bay, trying to make it, but do it different than others, I'm gonna make it in this game fairly, man will I make it maybe barely, man the way this world is turning out it scares me, that's why stay locked away, I'm always afraid I won't ever see another day, and just pray everyday, that everything will be alright, so I just take my feelings and tell them to the mic, and then call it a night, so many things have changed, and made my life re arranged, but I still pray for change and why is that, I guess it just depends on the way you look at it, just like for doing this game you'll leave feeling like an addict, but everyone just contradicts everything that you do, like that's not how you do it you blew it, find something new uh
Chorus: yeah trying to be making friends, but just can't seem to follow the trends, and just can't seem to collect the loose ends, man people will mess with your delusions
Man everything I've ever wanted I got it, now it's time to set bigger goals so people can applaud it when they exceed, like I lead the game, but everyday I just feel the same, like there's no emotions, probably because I've been no promotions, but when I rhyme I just bust my mind open, write lyrics that keep me coping, hoping that it gets me going but they seem to never do, that's why I've changed my rapping to different views, now you all are asking for change just like you did before, but I've changed and people now listen more, I don't care man I'm staying like this, because I just can't deal with more of your ignorance, I just can't, I've changed my whole style for you to give me a chance, now you want more new shit, nah screw that I do this for myself if you don't like it stop listening, because man I can see the light and damn it glistening, cause imma shine bright, through the day and through the night, but just know that I never leave without a fight uh
Chorus: yeah trying to be making friends, but just can't seem to follow the trends, and just can't seem to collect the loose ends, man people will mess with your delusions