Friend

[Verse 1]
So I sit here again and the red wine goes to end
I wish I had a friend
Well, maybe a little more than just a friend
You left me lying there in these empty hotel rooms
I wish I had a man who could hold me at noon

[Pre-Chorus]
I stare at the empty ceiling above
And there's no one there I can truly trust
And you say you got a shoulder to lean on
But it's all thin air, and I just dream of

[Chorus]
You ain't my friend, you ain't my brother
You ain't my lover 'cause you're stuck with another
You say I'm special, but it's just for the night
Expect me to lie to your girl for the ride
It's kinda shady

[Verse 2]
And it's your birthday today
Normally, you'd call me up and book a room
But only after dinner
'Cause you don't want to be seen (Let's just meet at the hotel)
Use my body and I'll use your dick
Yes, you're kinda sexy, but you're also thick
Use my youth while I use your pride
I don't want to see you anymore, don't act surprised
You seemed powerful and I convinced myself
That somehow, you were above and so I pinch myself
Is this really happening or is this a dream?
Then you touch me inappropriately and you say that you're keen
Yes, I wanted it then, but really, I wasn't sure
I was innocent and pure, and I was really fucking insecure
I'm not blaming you 'cause I used you back
And when you listen to this song, you won't know that this was about you

[Pre-Chorus]
I stare at the empty ceiling above
And there's no one there I can truly trust
And you say you got a shoulder to lean on
But it's all thin air, and I just dream of

[Chorus]
You ain't my friend, you ain't my brother
You ain't my lover 'cause you're stuck with another
You say I'm special, but it's just for the night
Expect me to lie to your girl for the ride
You ain't my friend, you ain't my brother
You ain't my lover 'cause you're fucking another
You say I'm special, but it's just for the night
Ash me to lie to your girl for the ride

[Outro]
So I sit here again and the red wine barely goes to end
I finally found a friend, I found myself in the end