Free time

[Verse 1]
Free time
You know I got it
But my mind's
[?]
I tried
To realign it
But my mind
Wants space

[Pre-Chorus]
Circle the drain until I'll act sane
Until I get what I want
Let the colour slip out beneath my grip
I'm so black and white sometimes

[Chorus]
Empty cups
Higher love
I don't mind
Underline what I feel
Cover up
Good enough
Fingers crossed
Hope you don't see through

[?]
Caught off guard when I catch you staring
Guess I forgot I existed again
All my flaws and I'm sure you can see 'em
But you seem calmer than I expected

[Verse 2]
Free time
You know I mind it
[?] silence in the night
Can be dangerous
I cry
When I'm reminded
Of when I was
In those places

[Pre-Chorus]
Circle the drain until I'll act sane
Until I get what I want
Let the colour slip out beneath my grip
I'm so black and white sometimes

[Chorus]
Empty cups
Higher love
I don't mind
I'm denying how I feel
Cover up
Good enough
Fingers crossed
Hope you don't see through

[Verse 3]
I can't tell if I even like you
Or if I'm afraid that you'll find me
I [?] I'm [?] forward
I'm wasting my time
And I'm wasting it

[?]
Caught off guard when I catch you staring
Guess I forgot I existed again
All my flaws and I'm sure you can see 'em
But you seem calmer than I expected