[Intro]
Mhm
Uh-huh, uh-uh
Yeah, it's one of those ones, trust me
[Chorus]
Ayy, I'm livin' the life, but strugglin' with winnin' the fights
I gotta deal with all the bullshit I didn't invite
My anxiety been tryna pay a visit tonight
Even if I didn't give it the right to, I'm thinkin' 'bout it
Back when I barely had a grand to spend
Still had the juice then, just hadn't planned the cleanse
Wasn't worried with results, I detached it from my body
Like you changing out a motherfucking camera lens (Ayy, hey)
[Verse]
Free game, I always hand 'em gems, should get a
Sponsorship from a brand of pens, you in the
Comment section of some random men, it might be
Time to branch and expand your friends
You gotta get up, get out, get somethin' to do
No gas station attendant, I was pumpin' the fuel
I was gassin' myself like I had somethin' to prove
I cold-plunged the water, had to jump in the pool
That indecisiveness is cripplin'
Even when the ball in your court, still gotta dribble it
Got a bunch of people's support, now I'ma triple it
Slow and low the way I'ma grow, I let it trickle in
Nothin' artificial at all
See, I don't need to pump it with preservatives
Looked around and found alternatives
Had to change the way I was thinkin', and it was permanent
Had to take a risk, my strategy too conservative
You wanna go high, tell me how high
She looked up, pointed at the Boeing in the sky
And said, "I wanna get high, get me that fly
I'm sick of only makin' enough to get by"
Just enough to get by
Grindin' to the bone like a skeleton
I'll tell my story through a song 'cause they'll tell it wrong
You gotta get the form right or you'll develop wrong
No wonder why you ridin' in place, you're on a Peloton
This ain't a pipe dream I'm tryna sell 'em on
Plenty shit that happened I don't dwell upon
I might have to get my a cappella on
'Cause I don't think they hearin' me right, man, what the hell he on? (Oowee)
Uh, I'm too prideful
But I mean well, you move way too spiteful
Maybe you just way too entitled
Maybe you just can't do what I do
I'm really not petty (Really)
Subtle with the wins, you can hold the confetti (-Fetti)
You don't need to ask a decade, I been ready (Yeah)
I hold it all together if ever it's unsteady
[Chorus]
Ayy, I'm livin' the life, but strugglin' with winnin' the fights
I gotta deal with all the bullshit I didn't invite
My anxiety been tryna pay a visit tonight
Even if I didn't give it the right to, I'm thinkin' 'bout it
Back when I barely had a grand to spend
Still had the juice then, just hadn't planned the cleanse
Wasn't worried with results, I detached it from my body
Like you changing out a motherfucking camera lens