Free Falling

[Verse]
Yeah I know
Sometimes I don't say a thing
And sometimes I talk too much
Yeah I know
Sometimes I feel too little
And think too much
Free falling
Love doesn’t mean a thing to me
Then why am I hurting ?
All I ever wanted was a way to breath
I'm sorry, if I ever told you
You don't mean a thing
I’m sorry
But you mean the world and more to me
So I get drunk
To numb the pain
Yeah i get drunk
And it drives me insane
Cause it ain't healing my scars
Not as much as your green eyes
Used to do
And now I'm gone
Yeah I left cause I was too dumb
To let you in
Yeah I'm gone
I Thought I'd feel numb
And it's the only way to win
So if I ever fly to the sky
I'm sorry
I promise I tried
I couldn't fight this
I couldn’t dry my tears on my own
I couldn’t keep your pictures on my phone
I couldn't face all my fears alone
I couldn’t scream out for help, cause no one else will care, until i'm gone