Freakin out (shallow bullshit about my mental health)

So that how it’s starts
Its when your tasked with how to mend a broken heart
It’s when your covered in your phone line in the dark
It says your attitudes still feeding better change the way your eating
Pick yourself up stop the bleeding
Well I say They can’t critique the way your grieving
And they will never write a code that can describe the way your feeling
So I don’t need their fucking help I just need love from someone else
But not today
Because today im just freakin out

I said today I’m just freakin out

And there’s another life out there
That we do not live in it
And there’s another version of ourselves
That we do not live in it
Because we never just say the how we feel
Because we’re going after shit that ain’t real
And we’re worried when we’ll get paid
And we’re told to start acting our age
Well I just wanna get fucked up all day
I wanna fucking tattoo on my face
And I don’t wanna have sex on the train
But it’s all just in my brain
Because today I’m just freaking
And I’m gonna do nothing
Gonna do nothing
Gonna do nothing
Because today I’m just freakin out
Cause I’m reading shallow bullshit about my mental health
So instead I’m just freakin out
And I’m gonna change nothing
Gonna change nothing
Gonna change nothing
Because today I’m just freaking out
I guess I’m reading shallow bullshit about my mental health