​freak show

[Verse]
I'm trapped inside this house of mirrors
And I can't escape
Every corner that I turn I see something I hate
I can't stand to be the reason your mind is astray
I'm just a burden, just a problem
Just a bunch of dead weight
But what if I told you I could make it all go away
With the squeeze of a trigger
All of my thoughts are erased
In the coldest night of winter I burn into flames
Don't you go pointing fingers
I'm all that's to blame
As I'm faced in my demise
The one I despise
Everywhere I see his face
Got me losing my mind
Sending chills down the stainless steel in my spine
My reflection isn't real
And this body and mine
A deadly weapon
The perception I have of myself
They all lie to me and say they don't feel how I feel about myself
I'm just a freak and I know they see it too
Sometimes I wish I was oblivious
And I never knew
Yeah, sometimes I wish that I never knew

[Chorus]
Yeah, my life is just one big freak show
And my time here is one big fucking joke
Yeah, my life is just one big freak show
This body is not where I belong
Just a scrawny, pale, bitch
With weak bones
Everybody always stares at me
So cold
I'm a loser, I'm a walking freak show
This body means nothing to me anymore

[Outro]
(I'm just a loser)
(Just a walking freak show)
(I'm just a scrawny, pale, bitch with weak bones)
(Everybody always stares at me, cold)
('Cause I'm a loser, I'm a walking freak show)