Fragile heart

Would you mind
Keeping me from
Spacing out every
Moment that i think about
How scared i am to leave your side

Are memories of us really enough
To keep you as a part of me
As my fingers phase through yours
I am suffering through the paralyzing aftertaste
Of our last embrace
In that hallway

And this biting morning breeze
Is keeping me from
Moving past
The nervousness
That breaks my heart
Every step i take

Towards the light
That is your smile
It keeps me up at night
And my fucked up hands
Keep reaching for something
Something they can't hold onto
As my fingers phase through yours
I am terrified of the thought of us
Never sharing a blanket
A cold winter night