Four Walls

Four walls i know too well, silence is disturbing
It reminds me i'm alone. procrastination
Gotta get my shit together
Gotta go out and get a life of my own
I'll call my friends
They all work too many hours in the day
Pick up my pen, i try to write
But i've got nothing to say
I watch t.v. 'til it's the end of me
Is there anything more? come eight-o-clock
And i'm out that door just another night of nothing
Like the nothing before. the t.v
Set it occupies my wasted time
Until anxiety it finds me and it starts to get me down
So i sit here and i sink a little deeper
I am crippled by security that keeps me safe and sound
The t.v. set my only friend my artificial sun
On for hours on end. my window on a world
I just don't see my simulcast life of monotony
New generation futures in my hands
Infrared remotes obeying my command
Another night of nothing
Just like the nothing before
I got no ties that'll bind still i can't make up my mind
I've got no place to go
That i can leave this place behind neurosis starts to breed
I can feel it eating me
Another visit from my old friend anxiety
Get up, walk away, then i'm reminded
While i stay. i got no place to go to end all this dismay
The couch is like quicksand, the floor is like tar
The tv sucks me in
Assures i won't get far
Hands on a clock and they're going backwards
Another night of nothing, like the nothing before