Four Walls

[Verse 1: PK Shellboy]
Spend an hour in the spotlight
Think I'm gonna be here all night
I can't even get the words out
Can you say I'm doing alright
Can I stop this heavy breathing
I look straight up at the ceiling
All their eyes are looking at me
Wake up in the bed I wake up in every morning
See a pile growing with the garbage in the corner
Light is slowly leaking from behind the stupid blinders
If this is a show then why is nobody recording
If this is a story why is nothing ever changing
If I was a captive then my bedroom is my caging
I just need a taste of something outside my confinement
I get out of bed but I go back and now I'm staying
Something's fucked up in me
I stay inside and I sleep
When I want to talk to anyone
Something tugs at my feet
I don't want to be alive
But I'm just too scared to die
So I'm stuck in this mundanity
For the rest of my life

[Chorus: PK Shellboy]
And now I'm glad that my ceiling light is broken, I can stare right at it
Every time I step outside the house I start to panic
I shut the door and lock it up I shroud myself in shadow
These four walls trap me
These four walls haunt me
Is there description for this fear is there a definition
Was I this way when I was younger, when we were still children
Was there ever truly freedom or was it delusion
These four walls hold me
These four walls are me

[Post-Chorus: Parannoul]
All those socially compromised ugly emotions
All those bipolar condolences dividing my soul

[Verse 2: PK Shellboy]
Stay with me
Can't you see
I'm where I wanted to be
In this room
Darkness looms
I embrace the coming doom
I chose this life
I hold this light
As I wake through this endless night
The door is locked
Nobody knocks
I sit and stare, I'll never stop
I'll never leave this prison
Cell of pain and tunnel vision
Keep me far from anyone ‘cause I keep making bad decisions

[Bridge: PK Shellboy]
Keep me in this loop forever
Keep me in this room forever
Keep me in this loop forever
Keep me in this room forever

[Verse 3: Parannoul]
The silence in my empty head
Understand your unreachable feelings
My lost days, lost balances
Despise me in the dark room

[Chorus: PK Shellboy]
And now I'm glad that my ceiling light is broken, I can stare right at it
Every time I step outside the house I start to panic
I shut the door and lock it up I shroud myself in shadow
These four walls trap me
These four walls haunt me
Is there description for this fear is there a definition
Was I this way when I was younger, when we were still children
Was there ever truly freedom or was it delusion
These four walls hold me
These four walls are me

[Outro: PK Shellboy & Parannoul]
My four walls
My four walls
(Four walls surrounding me)