Four Kids (and a Game They Played Together)

[Verse 1]
It's been a little bit since the last time we all talked
So... how are all of you doing?
I know that I have been a bit unkind to you all
And I'm trying to undo it

[Verse 2]
We thought this ended years ago but it survived
I've forgotten far too often why I even recognize these faces
That don't have names placed with them
Inside my hazy brain, but then
There's too much to begin to touch on here

[Chorus]
I'm pulled back once again
And I told myself, told myself,told myself
I would not be on this adventure
But I'm haunted by all of these memories
That I have of four kids and a game they played together

[Verse 3]
I burned the bridges thoroughly but still everyone's trusting me again
And I should be relieved but it happened so suddenly
And I know in my heart I haven't earned this
But everyone acts like my concern isn't a problem
Like nothing is wrong with my very involvement
But I know how the song ends

[Verse 4]
I can't begin to list the times that I've walked
Along this road and concluded
That nothing that I've done here will make sense, in the end
But I find that kind of soothing

[Chorus]
I'm pulled back once again
And I told myself, told myself, told myself
I wouldn't be on this adventure
But I'm haunted by all of these memories
That I have of four kids and a game they played together

[Outro]
It's been a little bit since the last time