Four Days

I been up for weeks i been up for days
Shits so complicated when you live this way wasting all my years i watch em fade away
And now I’m growing up i don’t know what to say

Can't face it I can't face i can face it
Can't face it I can't face it

Four days up in my head but I’m sober
Four days i spent in bed but I’m sober
Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober
Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober

I was drinking smoking on the finer things
I been spending money on designer jeans
I been letting down the people on my team
I been giving up on myself on my dreams
But i won't waste even one more minute
Got one life got to f**king live it
The time i spent got me f**king livid
Don’t got one more f*ck can't give it

Four days in and it feel like prison
Four more days got me having visions
And i don’t know where my heart been sitting
Too much time on the scripts been written
F**king up my life i cannot take it back
They said try and love yourself what do i say to that

Four days up in my head but I’m sober
Four days I spent in bed but I’m sober
Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober
Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober

Shaking on the floor
Having cold sweats
Swimming in this denial and my regrets
Shaken to the core
And i can't forget
This life feel like a trial i haven’t passed yet
Who i do this for
Will i make it back
This day number four
This shit feel so cracked
And i just can't ignore
My heart been feeling black
And i don’t know what’s in store
But i can guess its bad

Four days up in my head but I’m sober
Four days I spent in bed but I’m sober
Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober
Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober

Can't face it I can't face it
Can't face it I can't face it
Can't face it I can't face it
Can't face it I can't face it

Four days up in my head but I’m sober
Four days I spent in bed but I’m sober
Four days I’d rather forget coz I’m sober
Four days fill me with lead coz I’m sober