Four Days

Haven't looked up in 4 days
The light is gone
Hard to remember a nice day
Been feeling so on and off

I am
Fiending to remember the times I let it go
I am

Hanging on in the worst way
My strength is gone
Hard to remember my own name
Feels like all hope is lost

Finding new ways to cultivate
thoughts that might keep my head on straight

I'm numb
I'm done
Feeling

Dizzy glance laying in the dark
Counting days that feel so far apart

Wait for
Something
To heal me

The last four days
Been lost for days