Forgive You Much (feat. Vladmir Petit-Frere)

[Verse 1 Deraj]
Aye yo you stupid loving mother
Whoa you almost made me swear
I swore I'll never say another word outside my character
But you're pushing all my buttons
I was tripping off your arogance
You was airing it like Aerosole
And you ain't even care at all
About my own feelings
To all your words I conceal it
Slide a picture in my heart so I'll never once forget it
I hope one day that you feel it
Hope you feel like I do
Cause this anger is like murder
Hey you kill it like I do
So everything I thought I knew
Was everything you said was true
And that was a bunch of empty words that I [?]
Might get over you
Now until my arms start to hurt
Or these songs start to work
Or the rain heals the hurt
Whichever one comes first
See I've been tryna sing a song
But I forgot all the lines
And what my mother used to say when my brother was crying
I wish I had the strength to say
That everything here is fine
But it ain't
Naw, naw it ain't

[Chorus Vladmir Petit-Frere]
I know sometimes it's hard to find the words to say
To finds the word to say
Was I forgive you
I forgive you much (I forgive you)
I forgive you much (I forgive you)
I forgive you much (I forgive you)

[Verse 2 Deraj]
Yo I got a long list of regrets
And some people I disrespect
See I gave you my all you gave me your second best
I call that a fail
And I wish I could wish you well
That's why I'm crying this river to fill up a wishing well
And it's hard when I can hardly even mention your name
All the scars from never forgiving
I've been reliving this pain
Because all of the years been shifting the year
But really been shifting the blame
Just look at the plank inside of my eye, guess I've been doing the same
Don't get me wrong cause you was wrong
That was simple and plain
But the way I've been holding on
I've been prolonging this thing
Call it healing
And Lord willing
I can show you love despite the way I'm feeling
I can show you love even though you really hurt me
I can show you grace even though you aren't worthy
And I can still forgive you even when you didn't ask
It's about time I started living instead of living in my past
I was living in my past

[Chorus Vladmir Petit-Frere]
I know sometimes it's hard to find the words to say
To finds the word to say
Was I forgive you
I forgive you much (I forgive you)
I forgive you much (I forgive you)
I forgive you much (I forgive you)

[Outro Vladmir Petit-Frere]
I'm letting it go
I'm letting it go
Yeah letting it go
Yeah letting it go
I am letting it go