Forgetful Vent

[Intro: DeadCrow & Ed]
DC: Yoo
ED: Yo nigga you good?
DC: what? Yeah, I'm aight, bout to twist up though, I gotta vent & shit
ED: Aight do your thing, keep your head up
DC: Yeah man, aight, peace
ED: Deuces

[Verse: DeadCrow]
Look, i define divine felines inside my mind
Never bout her tits and brows, more what comes out her mouth
Doesn't question whereabouts or keeps a track on my time
Cute simple and fine, ill be fine, so never have your doubts
I bought an ounce & she doesn't agree with it
Says that marijuana makes me ponder, i could deceive her quick
But see i don't agree with that cause shes got it like that
& plus id be a piece of shit, a broke fuck, she wouldn't be receiving shit
So she accepts it, assets, respects it
So that past talk is asphalt, im at fault, she forgets it
Shit hold on, i think im blind
Its just that every time i see those eyes they starstruck my mind
Im dumbstruck at times, for the simplest reasons
Cause you had no attempts at treason during sniffling seasons
And that content look on your face, can't be replaced
By the contents booked on Facebook that these girls chase
She wants her space, i, i guess need mine
Heart races to places beyond crime or creative masons
She wants to be a friend of mine, but that would mean no touching bases
That would mean me wasting time and i can't take it back to basics
Time to face it, though i hate this like the new replacement
Though im aching like an ortho patient, i gotta agree
Can't be in a relation with Haitian after robbery
Arson is what its telling me, you burnt this to the third degree
Can we agree to disagree? you said it best
Confessed that love less was offset and would be greed
So what is you telling me, now you ain't feeling me?
Well shit, i could hardly speak im feeling weak, its killing me
Filling me with hate and less of a hard dick to masturbate
Didn't know that when you bit her, bitter was the aftertaste
Started with an ass to rate, thought it'd be for Peters sake
But now the fevers take the leaders faith to a breather, break
Pause, im lost in the sauce
Lost on the cause of the last call, why did you call?
Cause it hurt at first but now its worse, see your tryna stall
Say your confused, that's old news that's leaving me appalled
Im bald, tearing my hair out, hoping to air out
Throwing tear gas to clear the past, hoping to tear out
Ive dwelled to long, it felt to strong but now i stare out
The window, smoking indo, hoping that your there out
& coming back, but i know that its not happening
So im imagining, almost ended it and you were panicking
But now the tables turned, i feel unreal like mannequin
And now the one thing that i yearned has ran off galloping
Even worse the lessons learned are to be earned by others
Now its none of my concern what you do with them other brothers
Burning rubbers, hopefully not soon to be
Cause Goldy Locks holds me locked, will i move on from she?
I think its hardly, fuck it wheres the Bacardi
Lost my homies with the last one so for this one cope with a party
Chug it down, feeling gnarly all is good like riding Harley's
Till im home alone with thoughts to bone and realize i have no Karley
Here partially, other half's apart from me
And now i start to see that everything suddenly darkens me
Suddenly spark them trees, choking my arteries
To me this girl was beautiful, she didn't see the art in me
She took the heart from me, i lost my inspiration
Its been really hard on me, im overdue for detonation
For your information i have no destination
I was hoping our relation was as strong as those to test the Nation
Not an invasion, i didn't see this coming
Must have been exaggeration when you said forever while cumming
Im stumbling, tossing and turning
Now i know i don't deserve this, so im asking if its worth it?