Forget Me

[Chorus]
Sometimes I really want you to forget me
This music stuff not going anywhere please forgive me
We could run away it's so temping
To live another day it's so empty
But I got to say no I'm so empty
I've got nowhere to go please don't follow
I'm putting all my feelings in this bottle
Sometimes I really wished you never loved me
Sometimes I really wish he'd kill me
My lifes not the same without her in it
My family doesn't get that I'm gifted
I don't really think that I'm gifted
I wish that I'd decay and you'll forget
I wanna go to Heaven please forgive me
I don't wanna die, oh

[Verse]
I don't wanna do music no more
Focus on my dreams I don't have none
I'm a lost cause baby find another one
There's plenty of fish in the sea just don't choose a shark
You've been deceived I won't tell you bout that part
Just know all I had to do was play my part
I can't love nobody else, damn this broken heart
It's dragging me to Hell, my demons pull apart everything that's in me
I've been so fucking empty, yeah this music shit been a form of therapy
I might blow my brains out tomorrow and where would that get me
We all die in the end, God it's tempting
But what about my friends they'll miss me
Who cares about my friends they'll forgive me
I'm lonely till the end, I'm so empty, who cares about my sins
Yeah, I said it I don't care about them
Fuck it, I've got time to repent and it's time well spent, oh
It's time well spent

[Chorus]
Sometimes I really want you to forget me
This music stuff not going anywhere please forgive me
We could run away it's so temping
To live another day it's so empty
But I got to say no I'm so empty
I've got nowhere to go please don't follow
I'm putting all my feelings in this bottle
Sometimes I really wished you never loved me
Sometimes I really wish he'd kill me
My lifes not the same without her in it
My family doesn't get that I'm gifted
I don't really think that I'm gifted
I wish that I'd decay and you'll forget
I wanna go to Heaven please forgive me
I don't wanna die, oh

[Verse]
I make music, I smile the pain away
I give a lot of love, to take their pain away
I feel like Imma die almost every day
I'm obsessed with death I've got nothing left
I'm leaving here with you I got no one else
There's pill residue in my clothes now
I remember those days I shut down
I'd give anything to go back now
All by myself screaming so loud
No one can hear I'm in Hell, ow
Crying codeine tears there not salty
Come and get your girl shes all on me
Disregard that line it was phony
Among other things, like I'm growing
I care about myself, is that selfish?
Fuck my mental health I just want wealth now
Even though I'm in Hell, I can climb up
Just got to reach the end before my times up
It's time well spent, let's rewind it
You came into my life at worse or perfect timing
I'm numb to the world I don't feel now
I'm numb to these girls I don't feel, oh
I gave you both my heart and I trust y'all
Let's make it super special do a trust fall
I'm waiting on your text putting you above all
I'm waiting on a family that'll love me
I'm waiting on a girl that'll trust me
I know I'm not the best I know trust me
But I'm not like the rest, maybe the best, oh

[Chorus]
Sometimes I really want you to forget me
This music stuff not going anywhere please forgive me
We could run away it's so temping
To live another day it's so empty
But I got to say no I'm so empty
I've got nowhere to go please don't follow
I'm putting all my feelings in this bottle
Sometimes I really wished you never loved me
Sometimes I really wish he'd kill me
My lifes not the same without her in it
My family doesn't get that I'm gifted
I don't really think that I'm gifted
I wish that I'd decay and you'll forget
I wanna go to Heaven please forgive me
I don't wanna die, oh