Forget How To Speak

Back out on the minefield
I know I'm treading on critical ground
Should keep the weapons in my pockets
Overprepared for self defense

And I play every possibility in my head
But I just can't find a way to get you to understand

I'm all yours
Throw stones
You're putting all the blame on me and
I would
Take it

But I forget how to speak
Trapped in a pattern that's leaving me helpless
You claim that I cannot feel
Any kind of empathy
And I forget how to speak

The room has gone dead
But the anger in your breath
As I recognize intensifying pains in my chest
Maybe I should I go to therapy to finally get better at communicating

So I play every possibility in my head
And I start to understand I don't even understand myself

I'm all yours
Throw stones
You're putting all the blame on me and
I would
Take it
You are fed up
I'm tied down
We're tangled up in complications
I'd like to straighten it out

But I forget how to speak
I just forget how to speak
I just forget how to speak
Trapped in a pattern that's leaving me helpless
You claim that I cannot feel
Any kind of empathy
I just forget how to speak