Forever Moonlight

Tear my heart out! Am I really alive?
I’ve been good, I’ve been doing just fine
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife
Or would you leave me lost in the pale moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights
I love the way you’ve been doing alright
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried
I can't be happy but the dread I’ll fight

I guess you never really were mine
I guess that everything you said was a lie
But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only seemed to really care when you’re right
The pain has killed me about a thousand times
And all this repetitions eating me inside
I wanna die, don’t wanna be alive
And if I had the choice I’d end it tonight

Spill the pills up on the counter
Alright!
Drown my sorrow with the liquor or a light
I'mma make sure I won’t wake up tonight
So i can haunt you in the pale moonlight

Forever moonlight
Will you love me when I'm going in the night?
Well, I'm sighing in the moonlight
With my skin I can feel I'm caving in

Walked on in my room, feeling noxious
Rose up from the dead in my coffin
Everything's cool, where's my mind, I have lost it
Losing battle every time I'm fucking fight it
Got a tear on my shoulder
It's only getting colder as I'm growing older
It wants me dead, it wants me falling over
Controls my mood, It doesn't want me sober

In the end she tells me often
Don't pay attention to death, so to your coffin
You're the best live life, there's nothing stopping
I know that one day you will be something

Until that forever moonlight
Will you love me when I'm going in the night
Well, I'm dying in the moonlight
With my skin I can feel I'm caving in

Walked on [?], feeling my chest
Rose up from the dead in my coffin
Everything's cool, where's mind, I lost it
Losing battle every time I'm fucking fight

Tear my heart out! Am I really alive?
I’ve been good; I’ve been doing just fine
And when you ask me if I’m feeling alright
You know the scars bleed bright tonight!

So if I asked you if you’d dance around 9
Would lay me down and stab me with a knife?
Or would you leave me lost in the pale moonlight?
Forever lost in forever moonlight!

Tear my heart out am I really alive?
I’ve been dead the old me dying inside
You wanted him but wanted me tonight?
What the fuck you must’ve lost your mind
Get a grip and fucking look at your life
You’ve turned me to this
You’re a monster inside
So I'll be damned if I would take my life
I fell in love, but I have lost my mind

The blackest hearts shine brighter than lights
I love the way you’ve been doing alright
You don’t seem to struggle even if you tried
I can't be happy but the dread I’ll fight
But can I really say that I’m surprised?
You only really seem to care when you're right

But I won’t cry or shed tear for your life
Cus i'mma find the happiness inside!
And maybe I can find a girl who’s right
Or maybe she will leave me scarred and blind
All I know is i'mma leave you tonight
Forever lost in forever moonlight