Forever lonely

Yeah

I wake up everyday and do the same shit
Way back then there was no stress with the niggas I use to hang with
As u get older gotta learn that things change, gotta whole nother mind frame
Let these niggas get in my head
Can’t sleep, just write instead working daily to get these bands
In the end just tryna be in a man

Maybe I’ll make it on the big stage
A hundred thousand niggas scream my name
With a record deal with my own masters
Let god decide what’s gon happen after
Or maybe I’ll get locked up, cuz yall niggas tested me
I ain’t no killer but I bet there won’t be regret in me
I had thoughts of death, ever since the day that u left
I had popped a perc, wonder if I should pop the rest?
Shit

But this just how I’m thinking, get older things start changing
I wished I stayed young, can’t wait till I get famous
Or maybe die trying, ain’t no bitch still I’m crying
Sometimes yes I do lie, but this time I ain’t lying
This stress take over me, I’m mad at all of thee
Niggas who try to be, someone they cannot be
You in the wrong direction, think u got misdirected
Hope that u get the message, if not I guess that’s just the
Hand that u was dealt, just know I’m here to help
The ville is so damn cold, we killing off ourselves
Some niggas live in poverty, some niggas seeking sovereignty
I’m tryna make it with all the people that’s by my side
Who really down to ride, should I be scared to die?
Whenever it’s my time, I hope I fly high

Yeah, aye

I’m not gon try to tell u how I feel
Cuz keep it real u don’t really care how I feel
I could be tripping but I tried to fix things over and over
Ain’t u the one, who told me I ain’t switching or folding
Damn, don’t put your trust in nobody
They’ll treat u like a nobody
I thought life was so cool, until I learn sum more bout it
Until I learn sum more bout it?
Damn, in conclusion
Don’t put your trust in a bitch
Smart and well designed nigga holding triggers no I’m not but I got
Aye, a lot of built up anger
Ain’t speak to grandad William
Before he left my life, that nigga was so nice and strong
He stayed a life with one kidney till he had to go
My auntie used to sing a church, a couple glasses broke
But she ain’t even know me, this life is crazy homie
Think I’m forever lonely shit

Aye man, I’m bout to pull up to the crib
Stand out front we need to talk