Forever Don’t Last

[Intro]
It's crazy
I ain't even recorded a song in months
Just been going through it

[Verse 1]
I don't know if I can stomach the shit that I'm going through
I just lost a couple bros to the streets that I'm deep in too
Gotta watch the way I talk on the phone always
And my girl don't get it, snitching on the low on me
Got a son to feed, that lil' youngin' look up to me
They tryna starve me, gotta put all my enemies under feet
Hurricane in my DNA undefeated, got thunder teeth
I was made in Vegas, pops is from the D, I'm from the sea
I remember having hunger pains, we all lived on the street
We would listen to the songs I made focusing on our dreams
Told my team we would make it out, long as we just believed
Few of my people is still down, most of 'em left in disbelief
Lack of patience, lack of self control, lackin' the loyalty
In the court they makin' jesters and laughin' at royalty
This is my life, this ain't a game, I been sparin' y'all from the flame
How you my wife but when it rain you rethinking the vows you made?

[Chorus]
Forever don't last as long as it used to
All the wrongs I'm getting used to
All of the lies, I can't tell who's true
You lie to me so you think I do it too
Forever don't last as long as it used to
All the wrongs I'm getting used to
All of the lies, I can't tell who's true
You lie to me so you think I do it too

[Verse 2]
I been off at war, fighting bullets with my hands and swords
I know that mental illness is a sickness, I don't have a cure
But I'm lookin' for it, PTSD is all around me
You see my smile but look deep through the tracks, take another look
I'd be lying to you right now if I said I wasn't shook
My mama say she worried 'bout me, she textin' if I'm okay
Grandma say if I don't change soon then the Lord is gonna spank
I wanna run away at times I can't handle another weight
They say that love is patient, love is kind
What I seen, love is pain
Then if that threshold gets fucked there's a thin line between love and hate
But you won't feel the beauty if you don't ever get it unafraid
My girl goes crazy when she gets angry, says shit she shouldn't say
That lights a dark spot in my heart where people have given me hate
Then I don't trust it at all but I have hope so then it fucks it all
Then I believe in these people that secretly pray I fuckin' fall
I don't understand how they can do the things they do but fuck 'em all

[Chorus]
Forever don't last as long as it used to
All the wrongs I'm getting used to
All of the lies, I can't tell who's true
You lie to me so you think I do it too
Forever don't last as long as it used to
All the wrongs I'm getting used to
All of the lies, I can't tell who's true
You lie to me so you think I do it too