Forever Different

(Hook)
It's coming the moment we waited for so long
We have it, we're on it, we'll have it, I promise
It's coming the moment we waited for so long
We have it, we're on it, we'll have it, I promise

(Verse 1)
You see I use to think
What it was like to be the loser kid
I’d didn’t know that in a couple years this how my future is
I have fallen victim to this shit, I thought maybe fewer drinks
Would help me ease away all the pain and maybe just loosen it
I wanted more, but I’m refusing it
Every situation that I’m in I feel confused
And it is probably just me over-thinking all the little stupid shit
Until I get a pain in my heart and start losing it
Feels like my brain is kinda feeding off
All this negativity, I feel like I’m the biggest fraud
To ever walk this fucking earth
Barely had a meaning cause
When I slip, fell and I stumbled on my deepest thoughts
My feelings now become excessive and I’m dreaming of
What it would be like if I wasn’t fighting these demons off
Sweating and I feel my heart is racing and I just need to cough
Shit, I think my fucking breathing’s off

(Hook)
It's coming the moment we waited for so long
We have it, we're on it, we'll have it, I promise
It's coming the moment we waited for so long
We have it, we're on it, we'll have it, I promise
They own this town
Maybe thats why we get no ground
We could go if we don't it's a pity ‘cause
I could tell you it'll change but it never does
They own this town
Maybe thats why we get no ground
We could go if we don't it's a pity ‘cause
I could tell you it'll change but it never does

(Verse 2)
I know it’s easy just to say I got a problem and admit to it
But I didn’t think that I would have the courage to get into it
‘Cause people nowadays are tryna point us out as different
You ignorant mother fucker, I knew you’d never give a shit
I’m sick of being treat like a child, am I innocent? no
I have said a lot of things and I’m considering
That maybe I should just quit living so I can end this shit
And not have to deal with somebody nagging on me, bickering
But why the fuck do people think that I’m just tryna cause a scene
All I’m tryna do is release the pain that would bother me
And tossing me to ground
I feel like I just wanna leave this mother fucking earth
And nobody here would stopping me
‘Cause if I were to actually follow through and just grow a pair
Place a fucking trigger to my head, I’d do it, man I swear
The only reason I didn’t do it is not because your standing there
It has to do with the fact, that no one really fucking cares ‘cause

(Hook)
It's coming the moment we waited for so long
We have it, we're on it, we'll have it, I promise
It's coming the moment we waited for so long
We have it, we're on it, we'll have it, I promise
They own this town
Maybe thats why we get no ground
We could go if we don't it's a pity ‘cause
I could tell you it'll change but it never does