Forever

[Intro]
(Taking meds to the face until I feel something)
(Well, I guess I’m taking meds forever)
(Oh) I’m sorry, I-I’m, I’m just so out of it dude
I can’t even fucking make a good song right now, man
I’m trying my best right now, I’m just fuc-, oh shit (JBZ)

[Chorus]
Taking meds to the face until I feel something
Well I’m gone be taking meds forever (Forever)
Speaking of forever, I just wanna know why you lied?
That’s how long you said we’d be together (Be together)
You don’t know how it feel
I thought drugs would make this shit better (But it don’t)
Starve myself, can’t еat a meal
I’m already dead, I’m tryna makе me deader (Make me deader)

[Verse 1]
Can’t quit now, ‘cause my job is not done
I’m taking meds to the face ‘cause I feel numb
I haven’t felt like myself in so long
I’m just starting to feel like that I’m alone
Huh, I cannot try
I’d think the only solution is suicide
But I’m too young, I can’t even say goodbye
And I don’t wanna make my mama cry
(Suicide, I’d think the only solution is suicide)
(I’d think the only solution is suicide)
(Only solution is suicide)

[Chorus]
Taking meds to the face until I feel something
Well I’m gone be taking meds forever (Forever)
Speaking of forever, I just wanna know why you lied?
That’s how long you said we’d be together (Be together)
You don’t know how it feel
I thought drugs would make this shit better (But it don’t)
Starve myself, can’t eat a meal
I’m already dead, I’m tryna make me deader (Make me deader)

[Verse 2]
Uh, I’m a lost soul
Press that block button, don’t fuck with no trolls
This just my life that I never chose
And my emotions, I can never control
Read my mind, I’m just hurt and blind
Swear I been too kind, no I’m never fine
Tell your friends about me
Go ahead and leave
Wanna murder me?
Bottle up and weep

[Chorus]
Taking meds to the face until I feel something
Well I’m gone be taking meds forever (Forever)
Speaking of forever, I just wanna know why you lied?
That’s how long you said we’d be together (Be together)
You don’t know how it feel
I thought drugs would make this shit better (But it don’t)
Starve myself, can’t eat a meal
I’m already dead, I’m tryna make me deader (Make me deader)