Forever

Lights

Low down
Trotted my
Second bottle of
Hennessy

Thinking bout my
Life and if
Situations was
Meant to be

Burden on my
Mind I can't
Seem to really
Find the

Problems inside my
Head it
Seems to feel like I’m
Dead to the

World trigger
Flashbacks of
Seventeen
(X) felt a

Numbness as
Woke up been
Comatose from my
Slumber, and

This ain't ya
Average type of
Numbness mutha
Fucka, picture you

Look in the
Mirror and feel like
You ain't
There or

Look down to your
Hand and feel like
It ain’t
Real, de

Personalized
Is what the
Doctors dignitas
To me, stress

Levels was high
And my
Psyche went Cold
Turkey, My

Visions was hella
Blurry could only
Sensitize my
Sadness

Shouting out in
Class could not con
Trol internal
Madness what the

Fuck was going
On in
Side
(X) I

Looked to
You to try and
Help this lil
Problem of

Mine was no
Help went
Home that very
Day to go re

Gain myself....

I was

Dreaming
Big en
Vision
Ing

Staring
At my
Ceiling
Fan

Thinkin
Man
(X)
Can I live for

Ever?
(X)
(X)
(X) I was

Scheming
Hard
Dodging
Pigs

Homies
Gone
Can I
Live

Thinkin
Man
(X)
Will this be forever?

It's kinda

Hard for a
Dreamer in this
Pessimist real
Ity an

Optimist with
Optics tryna
Take care of my
Family and comm

Unites i
Grew up in
(X) they sewers
Man pol

Luted with de
Struction like
City of linfen
Damn, dear

Lord why'd you
Curse me with
Blessing
(X) an empath who

Syncs with the ghettos
Misery
Murder, every
Blessing received

(X) that's why they
Crabs in a
Bucket, you
Show your cards and

Give them game they
Still kill you for
Nothing
Fuck em, who was

There for you when
You was up in
Motels and
Hotels

Finding a place to
Sleep at times
Car parking lots
Every night

Not mention those
Wall rumble
Lings you hit those
Covers, so defenseless needed
Help man, keep that Anger you got
Pent-up

In, Til it
Fills up and it
Leaks right out the
Psyche, re

Acting all them
Moments they
Think you done went
Psycho, NIGGA

FUCK EM
They don't know
Don't know your
Health went

Home that very
Day to go regain your
Self