for you, until im gone

This might be the last time
You see me before I go
But it won't be the first time
I leave everyone I know
I know

And I hate all that I'm doing
And I hate that I'm not strong enough for this
So here I stand

And no one here believes it
No one here believes it
No one here believes it
Until I'm gone

And I can't stand to reason with
The things that you've been speaking about me
About me
And I can't stand to listen to
Whatever you were telling me to change
Its all the same

Cause' I heard it
As you called me
And I told you
I was lonely
And it sounded
So insulting
But I swear that it was nothing
Now I'm not there
When you need me
And its hard when you can't see me
Its all my fault

Its all my fault

Emotions on a string
Tied in a gordian knot
For the thoughts that I will cull
It made me dull
And I can't shake the feeling
That I won't be missed at all

And my blood pressure keeps rising
Through every step I take
Its not enough to kill me
But I think I might just faint
And I'm sorry that you're watching
With nothing you can do
How can I be there for myself
When I can't be there for you

When I can't be there for you
You
When I can't be there for you