For You

[Verse]

I’m finding my drive I’m finding my stride I’m taking the bus I’m hitching a ride
I’m stuck in LA I guess I’m ok only stars I see’s at night
My demons awake not one I can shake give me a break I can’t even fake
I ain’t getting play I ain’t getting played nobody bump my shit man why
I be thinking all the time I be worrying and working
I be contemplating life I don’t know if this shit worth it
Do or die no remorse tryna shine like the bezel
If suicide was a sport I’m the states getting medals
All wins like the Flins man I push that shit and pedal
And my whip like ya bitch something basic nothing special
Man it’s funny how the money make em act like they ain’t met you
Give em paper and some numbers in they circle it’s a F
U ain’t shit you ain’t shit you ain’t shit you ain’t shit
U ain’t shit little bitch you ain’t shit and you ain’t shit
Tryna make it tryna swim but I can’t stay afloat
Strangers think that I ain’t shit, momma tell me I’m the goat
Conscious say that I’m a coward oh wait I’m a Leo
Oh shit give me an hour that bipolar to real
One moment I ain’t shit, next moment I’m the shit
Bitch I’m it bitch I’m lit bitch I’m big like Billie fits
Ain’t the hottest in my city I’m the hottest that there is
I’m what Hova is to Brooklyn, I’m a billionaire in 6
That’s that Leo and that ego couldn’t find a better mix
Wouldn’t say that I’m a pro but know dealing with that shit
I was drinking just to numb it whole bottles no sips
I ain’t tell my friends or momma fuck it guess I just did
Brief stint, I don’t know thought I had to drown to swim
I seen peace like geesh where’d you go? Where you been?
Man I miss my dawgs this year
Swear it feels like we ain’t seen or talked at all this year
Gotta make time I been living state side
They say that life’s a trip I been tryna take mine
I been taking risks taking trips making lists
I been taking flicks dropping hits doing shit
I been chasing money I been tryna bring it in
I been fuckin hungry but you dummies ain’t convinced
Fuck opinions what I know is what I know and that’s a win
Know some people who spend salaries to buy a couple friends
Write a check for respect I’d rather blow it on a Benz
Word to Hov I’m Ralph Lauren you little ho’s is just a trend
All my friends getting hitched I’m tryna figure out my life
All my friends having kids I’m tryna figure out tonight
I don’t wanna take pics, I’d rather take flights
And that’s saying a lot, I don’t even like to fly
Orange County for the day, LA for the night
Hit Runyon in the morning, taking in the sites
Weddings in San Diego, photo shoots in Malibu
5 girls round me naked that’s that only fans loot
On the freeway in a Vette no roof it’s a coupe
Show my people dreams are real tryna be the living proof
COVID really got me grateful that I pulled through
I just booked the flight I’ll be coming home soon
Siblings baby-sitting something I can’t wait to do
Need my bed, need the rest, need a sec, need my room
Got 4 projects in the works ya you know they coming soon
I wrote this shit for me nah I wrote this shit for, you