For the Love (pt. 2)

Intro: A lot of shit has changed in the past year... yup

I thought about you today, I thought right back
'cuz every kind word that came out of your mouth- they not facts
I wish I could show you how bad I feel in all caps
But I'll just share my feelings in these lost raps
I'm talking 'bout sparking pack
Every time I needed that assurance, "I love you" back
Yeah, I'm so done with that
The faulty lies have got me feeling like I wasn't shit
But I know that everything I did is golden like my wrist
I'm so giving to these people undeserving
I'm serving these raps on china
You never ever deserved me
I'm just tryna get my rhymes up
You held me down like my fine does
I'm drinking until the wine's done
You never felt that you loved me
If you did I guess that my time's up

I'm writing until my line's up...

And you never will ever find me- I'm at the top
You clipped my fucking wings and then I flew and I never stopped
The feeling that you gave me always had me just sparking pot
Not to have some fun but to forget that you love me not
Yeah, I'm angry, not because you did, because you lied & said your love ain't stopped
Never said your love had stopped
Broke me into pieces- thought I'd cry until I'd never stop
Realized that all you did was relevance- to keep you hot
Gave you everything you'd ever want and now you still don't got the decency to treat me like I'm homeless
You never would act this spineless- now you've changed- you're so boneless
My favorite times that we shared? they weren't real and now I feel grown and
I'm writing these fucking poems so everybody can know 'em
I'm tryna progress my rhymes- I hear ringing, it's what my phone does
Get a call from her now- I don't answer it's what my home does
"I'm sorry"'s what I'm hearing all the time
But I'm used to that fucking bullshit- it's always another rhyme
I try to stay fucking happy, but the thought of you dries my mind
I should've left you after you heard for the love & you ain't cry