I’m starting off with saying that my dad does not want me to harm myself. That’s not what the lyrics mean, not the intent behind them.
This is a song about being a trans Demiboy, something that my father doesn’t accept and he tells me I will not be happy and I won’t go anywhere, and this is the son...
[Verse 1]
Dear father
I’m writing this to tell you that I’m fine
I’m happier, way happier than before
And I know you think that’s a lie
You told me that you wanted me to fly
Don't think that this ever crossed your mind
[Chorus]
You never wanted to believe
That happiness is a thing for me
You brought tears to my eyes
For the last time
And I know you’re listening to this song
Wondering where you went wrong
But I know
You brought pain to my life
For the last time
[Verse 2]
Dear father
I have a paying job
I even own a car
I remember that night
When you said I’d never get this far
You said I would be unloved
But I’m not listening anymore
[Chorus]
You never wanted to believe
That happiness is a thing for me
You brought tears to my eyes
For the last time
And I know you’re listening too this song
Wondering where you went wrong
But I know
You brought pain to my life
For the last time
[Bridge spoken]
And I know you’re gonna try to walk into my life again
Pleading that you won’t do nothing wrong
But I know that it’s a lie
So I’ll say no this time
But maybe I was wrong..
Maybe it took something too see
That you could be better
Maybe there’s something in me
That believes you..
Nah
[Chorus]
You never wanted to believe
That happiness is a thing for me
You brought tears to my eyes
For the last time
And I know you’re listening to this song
Wondering where you went wrong
But I know
You brought pain to my life
For the last time
For The Last Time was written by Berri (Ry/Rhi).
For The Last Time was produced by Berri (Ry/Rhi).
Berri (Ry/Rhi) released For The Last Time on Wed Mar 02 2022.
sigh I don’t know how to explain this song, since I think it’s rather self-explanatory.